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Feb. 24th, 2010 10:58 pmToday .... today was a EPIC FAIL. The shittiest day ever.
Everything that coud fail, that had failed.
It is sad that this is more shittier time than my 6 depression months (I thought that this was my personal hell. Looks like it wasnt)
If it was possible I would quit tomorrow. But this is not possible. Yet.
I hate the feeling that I spending my life hating. Everything. When I hear the telephone ringing I going crazy....
If I die tomorrow, it would be sad, that I spend 6 months of my life hating it.
....
It´s burn out.
Everything that coud fail, that had failed.
It is sad that this is more shittier time than my 6 depression months (I thought that this was my personal hell. Looks like it wasnt)
If it was possible I would quit tomorrow. But this is not possible. Yet.
I hate the feeling that I spending my life hating. Everything. When I hear the telephone ringing I going crazy....
If I die tomorrow, it would be sad, that I spend 6 months of my life hating it.
....
It´s burn out.